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SKITTER Rehear sal and Uhr el eased 

1QQ8 ~ ZOO& 




B98- thetimestopwire 

Intro (So Stupid) 
inner rise 

stone col umn r ose 
his name was 
latente 

celebration of rangoon 
f rom arseil I es to tr avancore 

harvest of truth 
siderol itesigndt 
spl inter 

subastral ian wal tz 
his first smile 
orangesunf| arrival 
outr o (INbmegr itor ios) 




2000- bleeding for the muse 


da/il in love 

t he f i r e towar d my eyes 
re/eal trade rhyme 

f rom mar seil I es to travancor e (©(tended) 
thebloodtears onthedownl|face 
do you dream of me (tiamat cover) 

the best in the spawn 
startempest 
the broken windows 
saprophagous 
j ust sorrow and astral ity 
f romwheretherivers came 

omnia mutantur 



do you dr earn of me(tiamat co\/er) 


Come down, slowly 
I’m waiting by your side 
Come down, carefully 
I’m waiting by your side 

I’ll grab you when you fall 
Down to the waking hours 
Silent sweeps as golden corn 
Down to the waking hours 

How I wish that I could 
Break into your dreams 
Do I have the force I need 
To break into your dreams 

I hold you in my arms 
Dimmed by scarlet morning red 
I whisper in your ear 
"Do you dream of me?" 


the best in the spawn 


How you tender 
How your crazy sound 
You’re bowling like a flying might 
You’re bowling never coming back 
I hold up the stair and broke me away 
Can I be seen can I be brought 
You’re falling apart 

You might have found you on your way 
Might have found on your own way 
I’m best what faith may beg on its pride 

What faith might know 
I’m best of the spawn 
Leave abound 
I save you tonight goodbye 
If you can’t try to understand 
If your kisses running a pine 
I’m crawling the stair 
Every cross Iinaudiblel 
You’re falling apart 



Best time for you best time for me 
And everybody see - alright 
it’s not what I brought 
It’s not what I’ve heard 
It’s right Iinaudiblel what I felt 
Little pig of the dime I’d be Iinaudiblel 
And don’t be cruel with me 
I’m a little one to stand alone 
I’m a little one to stare in the sun 
I’m a little one (xlO) 

Alright 

I’m illegal one (x6) 

This day 

It’s my birthday today 
It’s my fucking day today 
It’B my lovely day today 
Never told me to stay 
I’m encrowned never shine 
Iinaudiblel to my rain 
Iinaudiblel 
Iinaudiblel 
I’m a little leg 
I’m a little egg 
(x...) 

I was your guest today 
I’m a lock on the way to my day 

I’m a little... 






2008- Somebody, Somewhere.. Me 


into the j aw of war 
wel come tr hough 
I wish I kil led our fucking dreams 
the fragments of perception 

stars col I ide 
what is pain 
inner rise 
latente 

somebody somewhere., me 
down the river (of bl ood and dter nity) 

the great betrayal 
eingeheimnis 
the ruining flow 



Cry out loud there’s no one here 
Let them play and disappear 
See the world again betrays 
They fear only not themselves 
This fine world is not for you 
You collapsed and so did I 
Straight and gay and freaks not true 
Same shit - no ne hears your cry 
They do kill as asteroids 
Next door liar you are fraud 
And you never can control 




I wish I Idl I ed our fucking dreams 


I cannot stand it anymore 
I knew the color of perfection its taste 

Is such a danger 

I’m not myself the ugly creature of demise 

Born in the madman’s den 
I’m sick and paranoid 
I wish I killed our fucking dreams 
The eyes so cold he hearts so dead 
Please tell me why do we deny our heaven 

When it comes down for us 
No love no care and no compassion 
Can give a key to human heart 
Once again strewn in the fiendish night 
I’ll roam and crawl this fucking wasteland 

Searching for you 
But in my last wish I hope 
You’ll get enough to know about pain and misery 

And pay oblivion back to me 
The abscence of light and joy 
No longer shall I suffer 



the fragments of perception 


This nightmare never ends 
My baby I am burning 
Please leave my weary hands 
I leave for no returning 

This venom flows through life 
I’m overfilled with sorrow 
Please take my weary hands 
To never see tomorrow 

You are my dream I know 
You’re just a dream in silence 
Please cease to let me go 
Into the sea of madness 

No one would hear this cry 
No one will step off darkness 
The wingless will not fly 
Entrhalled by dreams of brightness 



stars col I ide 


These cold winds blow all through me 
No place to rest my eyes 
This lust I swallow doomy 
This hope that never dies 

And tears that freeze on my face 
The fever in my heart 
Salvation is not disgrace 
And wisdom isn’t art 

Stars collide 

Will you find your way thereafter? 

Nevermind 

Decorations have to alter 
Stars collide 

Will I find my way thereafter? 

From inside 

From the rebel still and utter 




somwbody somhwere.. me 


I had a dream, I traveled the ancient meadows, 
the honey waterfalls and yellow canions. 

And when I raised my eyes I felt the sky turn my head. 

And I was all alone 
There was so cold... 

The cold I felt no longer... 

And I was not afraid of loneliness 
I journeyed thousands years barefoot 
The deserts and the underwater 
I was a selfless drop that has returned to ocean 
I wish I smiled but couldn’t move my lips 
I wish I split the waves but melted in the maroon sunset 

No one was there 
I wondered If I’d soon be waken 
And disappear in gray reality filled by the people 

That never heard 
Somebody, somewhere... me 



down the river (of bl ood and dternity) 


The heroes fall like evanescent trills 
I can’t believe - that is the end of path 
The disappointment flood the roaring seas 
The desperation breeds the tameless wrath 

The angels falling staggering from now 
Death creeps into the beauty of their eyes 
Eternity is cold and black and proud 
Within her depth but any hope would die 

Nothing is woe but everlasting dirt 
Seduced them all into the great betrayal 
There is no heart that it could ever hurt 
Above them world is pitiless and pale 

And where the wild plants grew I met my love 
Illumed by passion beautiful and deep 
Celestial wings of the unblemished dove 
The breath of spring, mysterious eyes of dream 


She said that we should burn in boundless fire 
But words of those were light and warm like wind 
Within her smile I read but hush desire 
I followed her the paths I’d let her lead 

When drunk from love I opened weary eyes 
I saw the abyss stretched beside our lair 
And in her eyes there were no more disguise 
The devil’s lay exuded out of there 

Winds tore her wings and breathless body fell 
The ravens flock did scatter in the air 
In stranded nails they kept the bloody pell 
And serpents vanished from her golden hair 

And every sigh has echoed from the dark 
With nevermore presentiment of bonds 
I’ve seen but those who wore the shameful mark 
Who burnt in fire with no chance to atone 

God that was sooth beheld by me with awe 
The widow’s hands were dappled with the seams 
Black veil of grief the body on the floor 
Her man benumbed his pale and bluish lips 



His reins succinct, his chest stabbed by a sword 
Medallion for the merits of the war 
His mantle burnt his hollowed pupils coined 
Her hair of gray, the valance full of gore 

Inhuman names she called through helpless moans 
The musty air from mortuary she breathed 
And every sigh imbued the darkened walls 
The horror of the lonely heart bereaved 

Distracted from the woe her lament sang 
To every god of river and of air 
And light of day was sick of endless pain 
As every move was rived from her despair 

With eyeless doll of baby Christ in hands 
He walks behind me, eyes are burning red 
I crawl and swallow endless desert sands 
And with the sun implacable I’m fed 

The castles fall and earthquakes sign their end 
The emptiness and silence reign the aeons 
The butterfly of hope brought me descent 
On her cellular parched and dusty wings 


And all I wished was final sulfur rain 
To strike me down and press me in the ash 
He watched me pray with lion’s eyes again 
And heat was hurting more than rugged lash 

And suddenly I found myself in chains 
That martyrs wore when marched into the war 
Their eyes were put out and the acid rains 
Corroded bodies and their hearts to core 

They walked beside the river dark and soar... 

Where lovers burn in seas of sateless fire 
And flowers wither in the hands of beast 
For every deed the punishment is dire 
And pestilence that rules atrocious feast 

I saw her bleed when monsters ripped her womb 
That were the children of the men she laid 
Deformity has crept from stinking comb 
They killed themselves but they could not be dead 



The trace of blood she left behind her flesh 
They dragged behind themselves into the fire 
And then I saw her burn and turn to ash 
To wake again for suffering revived 

I stand alone and watch the rivers flow 
Eternity has taken all my dreams 
The dirt has sunk before the morning glow 
I didn’t hear the terrifying screams 

Her face from grave shown peace of ever rest 
No shade of pain but else worlds out of pale 
Since that I know that all the dead are blest 
The living suffer with the mourning veil 

Those rivers flow much faster than our time 
From nowhere to same nowhere back again 
And we ourselves have made the rank of crime 
In whose dark bed with our souls we lain 


the great bet r ayal 


Nothing is woe but everlasting dirt 
Seduced them all into the great betrayal 
There is no heart that it could ever hurt 
Above them world is pitiless and pale 



2008- the summary point 

si eepl ess sun 

nisunderstanding and aversion 

life is you 

the night I drank f rom heaven 
thesa/enfoldof creedance 
my wine in sil ence (my dying bride cover) 
constel I ation of the frozen scars 
cyanide del iverance(l ii iii) 
sopor sextus fil ius humanus 

paper kite 
prelude (chopin) 
the summary point 



misunderstanding and aversion 


Here comes the one command for both of us 

The suffocation from my hand 
And furious I lay down with you so bluish and strangled 
So with my tears of agony I bury you in the snowdrift 

And walk away pursued by thunder 
With my remorse and my decay 
I greet the utter darkness 
The realm of suicide is mine, is calling 
And none would fine me there 
Where shall my hearing burst from screams 
And sight of mine explode from grimace 
Of the eternal pain, of everlasting calling 

Forever torn 




the night I drank f rom heaven 

This night I drank from Heaven 
The creature of my love 
And years that we were severed 
Enclosed us from above 
But lightning in my cold veins 
The pain it did rewind 
So happy and so helpless 
We tasted us entwined 




constel I ation of the frozen scars 


Blind with misery I still cannot find 
Who to blame I’m the carrion kind 
There’s no victory truth itself upholds 
Smothering in this godless world 

I cannot enfold all this hate in me 
On the line there’s no path for me 
Count the rest of stars 
That are still untouched 
By the shades in the cluster bunch 

Constellation of the frozen scars 


sopor sextus f il ius humanus 


I felt like I was drowning 
Into the valley of darkness 
I felt like I was dying 
In shivering hand of my mother’s 

I felt my own pulse hard and slow 
She promised recovery from sleep 
I felt my whole conscience flow 
Into the unknown raging stream 

“Back from the life! You’re tormented child 
Come see the origin of maceration 
Evil disguise of the pulchritude’s smile 
The host of the world’s dark creation 
Punishing worms with the sight of decay 
Slumbering with tears in embrasure of thunder 
Innocent dream is the one here to pay 
Torn by the hollowing winds there asunder” 
“Still they beget their disgusting outbursts 
Martyrs of cold shapeless cloud 
To set them on fire in existence that burns 
With poisonous semen of God 



“Still they beget their disgusting outbursts 
Martyrs of cold shapeless cloud 
To set them on fire in existence that burns 
With poisonous semen of God 
Lonely they are in perdition of love 
Sickness and madness with them 
Banished from Eden and heaven above 
Dark is the heart of the man 
Injured from birth they are dragging their lives 
Through labyrinths of dissipation 
Atropine apples in wild rushing eyes 
Starving the shred of compassion 
Sobbing their grieves but they’ll never be heard 

All of the born is the damned 
Sacred machine of the faith made to hurt 
Wailed is the son of the man 
Merchants of death chase the perishing light 

Heaven is utterly doomed 
Take me, my angel, forever tonight 
Back to my mother’s womb” 

Everything is gone now 

You have survived, my son now wake up from your slumber 

My dear, my only one 

The heart is beating smoothly your hands are mild and warm 

I knew the time was soothing 
Open your eyes, you’re born 


paper kite 


As the gray and weighless paper kite 
We came round and tossed right up the sky 
I’m above colors drained above the rain 
That cannot break my flight 

In this comfortabe stealth 
How can I explain 
My heart it beats so safe and calm 
And I don’t need you anymore 

It’s sad but free 
It’s gray to be 

But farewell echoes in my soul 
Before I turn around this one last time 

And say that I 
Don’t need you anymore 




If I could end my days like this 
Stay here like lonesome shepherd 
Romantic and forsaken 
My river knows... 

I’d learn the mystery of springs 
Intoxicated by the odors smelling honey 

And hark to steel strings 
While counting my beads 
And sensing whole existence... 
Beneath the sun of the sleepless 

Unseen... 

But I know that man, I know that place 
I know that life could not be mine 
And reveries just pass me by 
And I am just a wretched man 
Like thousands of the others 
Who somehow kept the slightest shadow 

Of ancient meadows 
Of beauty long time gone 
Of birchen rains... 



2009- possession and prohecy 


possession and prophecy 
fade to nothing 
morning of your death 
I a nuit des vides 

matter of trust (billyjoel cover) 

for our I ovemortified 
god of my perdition 
stabat mater dot orosa 




fade to nothing 


Hunted breathing sorrow downfall 
Undeceiveing fatal trouble 
Dark and pointless 
That is my life 
I had joined this for demise 

Despertate wandering I call my home 
Fires burning dance on my palms 

I couldn’t learn the reverence for life 
But still with lust I’m holding to my pain 
Dreadful and faint are all my hopes but I 
Feel through my falling but a flight again 

Heartborn seeker wasted thriugh years 
Blindfold withered no tears no fears 

People know me as a rebel 
But they feed with my disfavour 
I forgive them for detachment 
My seed in them is demand 


morning of your death 


Thousand... thousand miles 
where the blooded sun arrives 
you lay down and stare at those pale walls 

of clinic chamber. 

eyes of emptiness 
but so beautiful not blessed 
and the heart that counts its final tolls 

to join the amber 

And you know, you’re afraid to say that 

We could have it all 

Symphonies that quired for us and heaven calls 
All that we destroyed and put to flames 

And we look the same. 

in the hotel room 
someone kisses your lost groom 
and they share their lust that they call love 

consumed by memories 



thousand., thousand lines 
on you palm are gone as one 
just the void of sky, the darkened sky above 

and in you frail tears 

And you know, you’re afraid to say that 

We could have it all 

Symphonies that quired for us and heaven calls 
It’s the morning of your death that I extol 

And we look the same. 

I beleive it’s the end of the game. 


I a nuit des vides 


Chaque moment d’esperance 
Et chaque cierge a s’eteindre 
Meurt pour la delivrence 
Les mirages tristes et tendres 

Le fantom d’une vague 
S’a tue pour la mer 
Songes creux je divague 
Songes sombres a la terre 

Crochent sur l’aveux mais pauvres 
A sagner tout ses reves 
Du jour ou la de l’aube 
Jusqu’a la nuit d’la seve 

Ils parfois nous deciment 
Avec poison timide 
Pour s’humilier, s’en lime 
Est-ce tu la nuit des vides? 


Est-ce tu la nuit des vides? 



god of try perdition 



Thousand... thousand miles 
where the blooded sun arrives 
you lay down and stare at those pale walls 

of clinic chamber. 

eyes of emptiness 
but so beautiful not blessed 
and the heart that counts its final tolls 

to join the amber 

And you know, you’re afraid to say that 

We could have it all 

Symphonies that quired for us and heaven calls 
All that we destroyed and put to flames 

And we look the same. 

in the hotel room 
someone kisses your lost groom 
and they share their lust that they call love 

consumed by memories 



a matter of trust (bil lyjoel cover) 


Some love is just a lie of the heart 
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start 

And they may not want it to end 
But it will it’s just a question of when 
I’ve lived long enough to have learned 
The closer you get to the fire the more you get burned 

But that won’t happen to us 
Cause it’s always been a matter of trust 
I know you’re an emotional girl 
It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world 

I can’t offer you proof 
But you’re going to face a moment of truth 
It’s hard when you’re always afraid 
You just recover when another belief is betrayed 

So break my heart if you must 
It’s a matter of trust 
You can’t go the distance 
With too much resistance 
I know you have doubts 
But for god’s sake don’t shut me out 


This time you’ve got nothing to lose 
You can take it, you can leave it, whatever you choose 

I won’t hold back anything 
And I’ll walk away a fool or a king 
Some love is just a lie of the mind 
It’s make believe until its only a matter of time 
And some might have learned to adjust 
But then it never was a matter of trust 
I’m sure you’re aware love 
We’ve both had our share of believing too long 
When the whole situation was wrong 
Some love is just a lie of the soul 
A constant battle for the ultimate state of control 

After you’ve heard lie upon lie 
There can hardly be a question of why 
Some love is just a lie of the heart 
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start 

But that can’t happen to us 
Cause it’s always been a matter of trust 

It’s a matter of trust 
It’s always been a matter of trust 
It’s a matter of trust 
Cause it’s always been a matter of trust 




stabat mater dolorosa 


Stabat mater dolorosa 
juxta Crucem lacrimosa, 
dum pendebat Filius. 

Cuius animam gementem, 
contristatam et dolentem 
pertransivit gladius. 

O quam tristis et afflicta 
fuit ilia benedicta 
mater Unigeniti! 

Quae maerebat et dolebat, 
et tremebat, dum videbat 
Nati poenas inclyti. 

Quis est homo qui non fleret, 
Christi matrem si videret 
in tanto supplicio? 



Quis non posset contristari 
piam matrem contemplari 
dolentem cum Filio? 

Pro peccatis suae gentis 
vidit Jesum in tormentis, 
et flagellis subditum. 

Vidit suum dulcem Natum 
morientem, desolatum, 
dum emisit spiritum. 

Eia, Mater, fons amoris 
me sentire vim doloris 
fac, ut tecum lugeam. 

Fac, ut ardeat cor meum 
in amando Christum Deum 
ut sibi complaceam. 

Sancta Mater, istud agas, 
crucifixi fige plagas 
cordi meo valide. 


Tui Nati vulnerati, 
tarn dignati pro me pati, 
poenas mecum divide. 

Fac me vere tecum flere, 
Crucifixo condolere, 
donee ego vixero. 

Juxta crucem tecum stare, 
Te libenter sociare 
in planctu desidero. 

Virgo virginum praeclara, 
mihi iam non sis amara, 
fac me tecum plangere. 

Fac, ut portem Christi mortem, 
passionis fac consortem, 
et plagas recolere. 

Fac me plagis vulnerari, 
cruce hac inebriari 
ob amorem Filii. 



Inflammatus et accensus, 
per te, Virgo, sim defensus 
in die judicii. 

Fac me cruce custodiri, 
morte Christi praemuniri 
confoveri gratia. 

Quando corpus morietur, 
fac ut animae donetur 
paradisi gloria. Amen. 



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